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Im in the transition of abadoning a 23,000 career choice to persue my love of education of teaching. The industry i had been in before “hair” and im coming back from an amazing spiritual trip. I will report as soon as I can catch my breath 🙂


i love you Mother Earth




Life is your light. Your light is your soul. Your soul is your energy- as we are beings of light. But, as we are faced with many decisions throughout our evolution, even knowing that the enlightened soul will never die; there is duality engraved in us.

As you have light, everyone has dark. This is not to be perceived that the nature of beinghood is to encompass the dark- everyone true to Mother Earth has the intentional nature of the light.

Focus on your light. Create a Mantra. Focus on your Mantra truly and it will shape your future and your evolution. Personally, I don’t share my Mantra although it hides itself in plain sight 🙂

Here is some insight of the dark, or the Dark Priesthood. First of all, when the vatican of the Dark priesthood decided to take the reins and control Gaia/ Mother Natures energy, along with that came the burning of all native religions to Mother Earth- the true spiritual religions. So first they burn all the sacred knowledge of the true nature to our purpose as the enlightened souls during our Earthly times, then came the amazing birth of Jesus. I don’t want to step on toes and exclude Jesus from a possibility of being a Prophet but ultimately Prophets of Light are an Enemy to the priesthood so of course they could just be using him as a symbol along with a cross. Each Major sanction of the world has their own vatican source that will never release any useful information to their so-called people because their purpose is not our benefit; THEY DO NOT BELONG HERE. The people involved in this are part of why our history will repeat itself and the light will overcome the dark. Whether this is true to “the great flood” or the sea swallow the sky, or the passing thru Ra to the next dimension we don’t know because they will never tells us, but we can feel it. Our collective souls have chosen to be here during these great times, because we shine bright and are strong enough to overcome the battle and we know is for a greater purpose and step in our evolution.

ANYWAYS, ultimately long story kind of shortened… The Vatican has harnessed our free energy (Tesla shutdown: of course we shouldnt know energy is free to those who know how to utilize it as we are created to). Think about it, it’s really mind over matter, we are light/energy in a bodily temple if you can utilize the power and keep the true spirituality of humans to yourself, you can ultimately dismantle and rule the world. Which then leads to the CONTROL of social media, evolution of shit religions, creation of socialism (they need to know everything we are doing especially when they know the revolt is coming), enslaving laws & regulations, the robbing of paul to give to jim, the imprisonment of people using substances apparent in nature to find spirituality within themselves and then taking our money to pay for it? so then we worry how to put food on our tables? NOT TO MENTION the fabrication of shit food in combinations of chemicals and harmful metals to taint our bodies, crystallizing our throat chakra stunting our evolution to the opening of the Third Eye, or the final chakra of enlightenment.

When someone can give me the real reason why there is fluoride in our water, or better yet small dosages of ANTIDEPRESSANTS in the poor souls’ of New York’s public water system, I may then consider they aren’t completely killing the human spirit.

I’m sorry I’m not the best writer, but I want the best for our humankind and more and more are awakening everyday, it’s a glorious thing 🙂 united we will become as we are called to duty.

Remember pretty much any and everything placed in the “media” is there for a dark purpose, a deterring from the real issues. Break the bonds, become a free-thinker/spirit.

im open to ANY discussion because im short on time and feel like I cant convey my message in entirety.

remember, knowledge is liberation

“The” Spiritual Journey


There is where it could get messy between you and me, but this is a side story of ‘why’ in partial, I’m here. I just want to say, these “spiritual journey” reports are not going to be very often but tie into the very fabric of my being and my beliefs on what is really going on with the Secret Governments and the Government.

At one point of my 21st year, I was an avid marijuana smoker; however since I was 17- I have been smoking marijuana. Texas is not a legal state, but they are slowly decriminalizing it (in a sense). Marijuana has helped me, more particularly speaking of being 21, with anxiety. In comparison to the Cymbalta which then changed to Prozac, I would much rather smoke a joint anyday.My 21st year had some down period so to speak because I have gotten out of that ridiculous marriage only 3 months before I hit my legal birthday, I’m 5’8″ and at one point, I weighed 114 lbs. and could not understand why my mother was so concerned. My parents, mom and stepdad, that I grew up with were very educating in marijuana- my stepdad more particularly as it had been a habit of his younger years. It was frowned upon but they did not condemn it. My mother kind of grew up in the real-time of fear-mongering in the late 70’s and 80’s and I honestly can’t tell you she has ever even tried it just relies on the commercial of your brain becoming a fried egg. I don’t believe that, I don’t believe you can cluster all the people who have smoked in the category of ‘idiots’, I personally feel like I excel at certain things more so than without it. This really has nothing to do with my current journey.

I have educated myself on everything I have contemplated trying and up until December, I had only really been exposed to marijuana and every once in a while I would take a quarter of a Xanax to calm myself down, if needed.

D can get anything imaginable and he has these two friends, a couple, that were making some weird request and I’m wondering like ‘what the hell are they up to?’ Come to find out, they are doing what is referred to as a ‘spiritual journey’ for their relationship. D and I started discussing it and decided that if it is done right and we are educated and fully aware of what we are putting into our bodies it could be beneficial to us, growing together. So I hit the books, and the web :).

I never felt impulses as a teenage or young adult to do anything out of my normal because I just never saw the point, I didn’t want to be a burn out like I have witnessed even with my own younger brother. I don’t want any addictions, and honestly I didn’t know anything about any substances aside from what the provocateurs of D.A.R.E. thought me in my 5th grade education (AND that is another subject totally with me).

So I want to mark my first spiritual happening. The first petal to the bloom was “molly”. It was Christmas eve night, it was actually a rough christmas for us because we closed on our house about a week and a half prior to, and we were beating ourselves up moving out of his moms house- where we had been staying until we found our home. I was in a questionably bad mood because our original plans were to stay with his mother (who is the only child left in her family besides her son) and we ended up coming home early to enjoy our first christmas at our home and for my babygirl, J, to enjoy her christmas waking up from her own, new room. We got home and the plan was to put together all the “Santa” stuff, but D fell asleep at about 10:30 and I thought I was left to do everything by myself. After I got one thing put together which took about til midnight, I decided his ass was waking up. He calmed me down after his apologies for semi-bailing on me, but I understood he was tired- so was I and we went about enjoying our Christmas.

He brought out a strip of pure, powder form about 15 minutes after and we discussed again the up’s and down’s and there he was measuring out my capsule. Euphoria hit me about 15 minutes later. We have decided I have a fast metabolism:)

Never in my life, had I opened up so much to one person, to let someone completely in. I jabbered all night and he did too making me feel so much better about things that have happened in my life. Things I have been through and witnessed throughout my childhood and teenage years- just to talk about and get off my chest. It amazing, feeling like you have complete trust in someone enough to unbear all the burdens you can carry and the effects those burdens have that you may be completely unaware of. It was one of the best 8 hours in my life. I can’t even put into words, the verbal levels we then connected on.

I understand why the government can not allow a ‘drug’ like that into circulation, as all UN nations have the agreement of it being illegal. It unites people. It frees your mental chains. It allows you to open up and think beyond. The sad thing about is, I know as a result of this the kids nowadays are getting this horrible stuff that is supposed to be the same cut with all sorts of other dangerous chemicals and are doing this without making themselves aware of the in’s and out’s, using it as a rebellion or to reach out. I have seen my brother overdose on the same ‘supposed’ stuff in combination with alcohol, marijuana, cocaine, and xanax- NOT educated, just partying and doing it because his friends are. The governments KNOW this is the result, they want THAT result. I believe it would be much more constructive to make the chemical available at a ready age and discipline the crime that may follow, not the act. I would have never thought ‘oh let me leave my home, and go mess some shit up’, I wanted to talk to all my friends and let them know how I really feel about our friendships and give the most sincere thank you’s I could, had it not been 3 AM, LOL.

So from then we did it again on New Years, which was sooner than we should have and since I have tried it’s sister chemical, MDAI. It was a small first stepping stone for us, but a step nonetheless.

If you have ever contemplated doing anything, get the facts, the REAL facts, not the “this is your brain on pot” commercial input. I recommend to all my real couple friends to consider a spiritual journey together which can involve whatever you want it to involve. It unites the soul on many different levels of consciousness and it can be amazing and relieving, or for some who knows you may realize there is no spiritual connection.

I will have another spiritual journey report posting next week from our most recent indulgence, if you have no concern for it, disregard anything titled “the” spiritual journey.

Anyways friends, I have some housework and errands to tend to as I reminisce with the essential Nirvana- lyrical and spiritual ideal, you are missed even though your soul lives on.

Remember, Kknowledge is Liberation.
-L ❤

When it rains, it pours with HAARP


1/25/2012 — TORNADOES AGAIN ! Texas, Oklahoma, Arkansas, Missouri = moving North East – YouTube.


Good Morning friends 🙂 Hope all is well. This morning I woke up to some pretty dreary weather here in Katy, and of course I get on my computer to have my D sending me this youtube video- which this time being here I want to share.

This is something we have been watching for a while now, I have read online material and published literature embellishing the subject of HAARP. If this rings a bell, you may not need to know any further; However this is my insight.

First of all, What is HAARP? High Frequency Active Auroral Research program, HAARP is a secret program that seems as if mainly UN nations are involved in for the manipulation of our weather patterns based out of Alaska. The planes that fly over and over again leaving these long chemtrails, NOT contrails, of ions sometimes in extensive patterns or crisscrossing- are the main communicating factor.

HAARP trails

So this is the idea, most all of us have seen them. In this picture the trails are dissapating, where the chemical distributes and spreads itself out eventually so thin it lingers and then falls to our Earth. It is said that these trails carry high levels of Barium, Lead, and smaller amounts of arescenic, silver, selenium, cadium, ect. We know the effects of lead from our history classes, and some of these chemicals are hard to find even in Mother Nature.

So lets get down to the knitty gritty on this, Our Earth is a subterrianal Earth made of Energy. These ions emitted by the trails communicate with each other as a big fabricated blanket of man made energy and communicate with the base in Alaska. It is respondsibile for these odddities in our weather throughtout the globe. I dont know know the reason, for only the New World Order knows what they are up to. But here are some things to think about….

If the Mayan Deadline is correct which states the Earth (Gaia) is preparing herself for another cleansing as the Dark Priesthood has taken her people and enslaved them much like the last children of Atlantis, it could be they know what is going to happen and are in the procress of creating the own energy grid in hope of ‘overriding’ Mother Nature. Stopping the passing through Ra (our sun) and converting Earth into her 4th dimensional realm.

If the New World Order is in fact, creating the perfect unified global government and know that Earth is overpopulated as it is written in plain sight on monuments like the Georgia Guildstones, some say it could be used as a mass biological effect on the populations as much think they are already doing- why LEAD?

Some say it is to taint our soils to support GMO’s, and that they already have people able to grow modified crops in this soil that forces us to buy, buy, buy, no matter what because we wouldnt be able to cultivate our own food.

There are SOO many theories, so maybe this will be your jump into doing your own research and starting your own theories. There is definately something bigger going on, I can feel it, I talk to others that can feel it as we should be able to being part of the greatest beinghood enslaved and raped of our powers, some of them still lingering in us.

There are a few guys on youtube taking these HAARP rings and actually predicting the weather to come and I personally have never seen them be wrong so if you are interested I can send their link.

Whatever is going on, the weather here sucks. It’s January and it feels like April already in my part of Texas and its not natural. In my whole life of being here and being born in January- this is definately not normal.

I feel like our Elite are very aware of Gaia’s energy and the passing to come and they want to stop it at all cost, so we wont break free from the chains of society they have created by using our own powers against us. We are greater than the dark, the light will overcome the dark when we are awakened as more and more are becoming aware everyday of the evil ruling our world. We are beings of harmony eventhough duality is engraved in us, as we have light- there is the dark and as natural beings we would turn to our light without the “media” controlling us and making whats wrong seem right.

Just remember, we chose to be here in these Great Times, and great they will be, for our purpose will be honored.
And with love I depart, maybe i will return later with another rant 🙂


Remember, Knowledge is Liberation.